wandering

After work, I went to a deserted parking lot and sat there for a while. Sort of fell asleep, but mostly just sat, trying to sort out my thoughts.

Then I ferried home, and stopped off at my horrible little restaurant. Seems I am a regular there now, both food-wise and drink-wise. I ordered my usual drink and different food. Then I wrote five pages in my journal in blue-black ink and looked at the bamboo forest wallpaper.

Now I am going to do a load of laundry and go to bed to think of which challenge I should pick for this month.

I am feeling sort of confused about the world, and a little sad about nothing at all.