burnout
There is no better phrase for it: I am burned out. I don’t remember ever being this burned out. As I stopped to ponder why this is hitting me so hard now, I realized I haven’t had a vacation for almost two years. This is the longest period of time I have gone without traveling in my entire life. Work hasn’t become more difficult, but my ability to deal with it objectively is faltering. Being a manager and being in public service means I am always on even when I don’t feel like it. There is no hiding or taking it easy. My coworkers have been very understanding, but they also work under the same restrictions. Such is the way of the library professional. Although my health has improved lately, I still have off days, sometimes triggered...
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