Despite being mired in one of the most antisocial, uncreative periods of my life to date, I’ve decided to participate in [Holidailies](https://holidailies.org) with a goal of writing something every day this December. And instead of doing this on WordPress, I’m going to invest some time and energy into the [Micro.blog](https://micro.blog) community instead.
It is a Holidailies tradition to start this endeavor with a recap of the past year. My year was punctuated by two huge moments: in July I became a public library director, and in September my cat Zen died. These moments, without context, could seem as shocking and as sudden as lightning strikes, when really I have been hearing the thunder and tracking the storms for years. So much happens in my life without _happening;_ I have spent 2019’s free time on hobbies that allow me the brainspace to percolate and process.
So my year has been deficient of writing, reading, socializing, or anything else that requires deep focus. Someday I will learn not to judge myself so harshly for this.
If it sounds like I’m down, I’m not. Upheaval? I can handle upheaval. I can _learn from_ upheaval. And there has been _so much to love_ about this year. Life with FunkyPlaid gets better and better, and now we have two kittens who are just the right mixture of affectionate and bonkers.
I’ll close with a quotation I have been musing over lately:
> “Comparison is the thief of joy.” – Theodore Roosevelt
That’s from my percolating brain to yours. Happy Holidailies, and here’s your complimentary kitten photo.